Bad day

Had a panic attack this morning with my car. Having to pull myself off the bed at 5am was just a pain, then thinking of the silly food service activity of watching breakfast being plated made me feel worse. In the dark, i tried to work myself quietly n efficiently. Who knows when everything runs on schedule till i got into my car which actually was not starting up. Cursing under-breath, i retried but gave up soon. I then called Kheng Ling for help (imagine me waking her at 5.40am.. oops) n then Yin Chien got off of her bed n offered help too. While i was arranging to take Kheng Ling's car instead, Yin Chien started it up for me! So my car likes my housemate more! But ya.. thank God, after so much trouble, at least my day could go on~ So i arrived 10min late n still caught up with the breakfast plating, etc.

Anyway, bad days don't end that easy. My day at placement has been just as bad as last week. Got to as much as managing only 1 patient today, from 9am to 4pm. Still having difficulties in diet history.. Still struggling with writing documentations.. I feel more like swimming against the current everyday, n i don't know if i ll be worn out soon. But nevertheless, it is placement life, n i really m crossing my fingers n hoping i ll get through this~