值得慶祝

今天真的很值得慶祝。媽咪終于完成了最艱苦的一段療程，連醫生都讚賞媽咪的堅持令療程能如期進度，效果也因而非常理想。我們整家真是鬆了一口氣。雖然在這段日子裏，最辛苦的當然是媽咪，除了皮肉之苦，心理上也受到那“沒完沒了”的療程折磨，不過，我們家每個都多麽盼日子快點過，盼這雨過天晴，彩虹出現的一天。媽咪，妳要加油，我們會支持妳~！終點就在不遠了！

除此之外，今天與 boss 回顧我過去一年的工作態度，她表示滿意，還有大可能升職加薪至 Grade 2！哇~！！好開心！第一是因爲我的努力的付出得了認同，意想不到可以在這麽短時間内升上 Grade 2。不過，我更加開心的是因爲我知道 daddy mummy 都會為這消息感到安慰，剛好為今天錦上添花。

Re-surface from the dark

I have such a long period of No Show. Busy?! Too stressed to write?! Nah. It is more of procrastinating, making all sort of excuses to avoid visiting this place. But why? I am unsure too. Am i tired of reporting my life here?

Looking back the entries from ages ago, i found myself being immature & ignorant to many things. I was troubled by little things in life such as coping with placements, poor friendship with ex-housemate. But for worse, when I attended the classmate gathering on Sunday, i realised i haven't grown as much as i thought. The catch-up became such a sour experience when I should have enjoyed myself with company of this batch of great friends. I feel shameful.

Looking back to the start of the year when i first began my career at MonashLink. I can proudly say that my clinical knowledge has expanded. However, the way i m fitting into the work culture has remained almost stationary. Yes, I am always frustrated & feel all lonely for being so different in culture & thinking from everyone.

Anyway, i m certainly being negative here, & possibly procrastinating again in making changes to these situations. I know what to do now...